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Floating
up, lighter than air, free. Sailing on soft, warm breezes. It was like
falling into
a deep sleep and suddenly waking up to a "newness". Like passing
from one small room
into an enormous one; only on the other side all of the heavy weights
fell off The
depression and heaviness, the confusing tearing and gnashing at purpose
and reason.
Now, suddenly it's all gone. And I feel free! Able to be just me, just
as I am.
Before
me I see in the distance a type of light. And the more I look towards
it the more
I become conscious of its goodness. A goodness that I want, that I need.
A goodness
that is meant for me. I seem to be drawing nearer and nearer to this
Source as the
goodness swirls around me so close that I can taste it. It's like the
sun, the source of light
and warmth. It's like all that I ever hoped for and much more is right
at my fingertips.
Tears are tickling my cheeks as I begin to see this "light source"
is in the shape of a
person. ..it is a real person!
And,
just when I am on the verge of being able to see this Source of all
that I could ever
desire, I realized that something was below me. Like a great sea of
darkness! And it was
beginning to pull at me. I could make out arms outstretched from the
"Light" as if
waiting to draw me in; but, I was being pulled downwards, away. The
darkness was
clutching up at me. It was like a jealousy. It demanded me!
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